what you are (to me)

i’ve got my closure but
that does not mean that i
will not cry
i will not ask why (not)
and wonder if that night
we would have got caught
or wish you the best that
everything in heaven and earth
can afford
hang on every wall in my memory
your every word
and laugh at you
laughing at me
because i did something
so you would look
so you would see
that you are everything
(because you are everything)